在学生时代对于未来是充满憧憬的，认为自己注定不会平凡，是做大事的人，会赚多多的钱～在踏入社会，进入职场后才发现自己当时也太单纯了吧，哈哈哈。自己也是芸芸众生的一人，每天搬着砖，反正温饱会解决，但自己的一些欲望就很难满足了，比如，学生时代想着自己之后要买单反，要买辆好车，买个好房子，当然目前自己还有些欠缺money，单反的话买得起，后俩者就没那么容易了。自己其实也想要有高品质的生活，想生活的比较精致，慢慢努力吧，相信这些随着自己的努力终将都会实现，像是现在码字的笔记本就是我赚钱后买的第一个相对来说比较大的开支，但我觉得很值，使用体验真的和我之前的游戏本不一样。
说回工作，我觉得和之前看到的买VPS要求三色图很像，比如这张
哈哈哈，自己特意改了一下，这样
打工人就要有打工人的觉悟，能怎么，干呗，为了挣这些窝囊费。。
晚上跑了会步，回来调整会状态，准备学习，然后来了个会让参加，有点不爽，哈哈哈。
听到一首很好听的歌
I can't hide myself
我藏不住自己
I don't expect you to understand
我不期望你能理解
I just hope I can explain
我只希望我能解释
What it's like to be a man
成为一个真正的男人是怎样的
It's a lonely road
那是一条孤独的路
And they don't care 'bout what you know
而且他们也不在意你知道什么
It's not 'bout how you feel
和你的感受无关
But what you provide inside that home
而是你为家庭付出的
Yeah, I know this life can really beat you down, uh
是的，我知道这很让你备受打击
You wanna scream but you won't make a sound, uh
欲哭无泪
Got so much weight that you've been holdin'
你的压力如此之大
But won't show any emotion, as a man, that goes unspoken
但是不会表露出来，像个男人一样，藏在心里
That we can't cry when life gets hard
生活变困难也不会哭喊
Unconditional love for women, children and dogs
对女人，孩子，狗无条件地宠爱
We know that we just have to play our parts
我们知道我们只要无条件的做好自己
And don't nobody give a damn about our broken hearts, yeah
而且没人关心我们破碎的心
As a man, we gotta pave our way
作为男人，我们得为自己铺平道路
Our only function is to work and slave
我们唯一的功能是工作和救赎
There's no respect for you if you ain't paid
没有付出的话那你就得不到尊重
You're disregarded as a human and you can't complain
作为一个人被看不起并且没资格抱怨
And if you ever make it up and actually reach that place
如果你补足了那点最终到达那里
And find a woman that you love and give her your last name
找到一个你爱的女人并娶她为妻
You'll feel the things that you provide is only why she stays
你会感觉你的付出是她唯一留下的原因
And when you try to explain, you'll say
当你想解释的时候，你说
I can't hide myself
我藏不住自己
I don't expect you to understand
我不期望你能理解
I just hope I can explain
我只希望我能解释
What it's like to be a man (What it's like to be a man)
成为一个真正的男人是怎样的
It's a lonely road (It's a lonely road)
那是一条孤独的路
And they don't care 'bout what you know (Care 'bout what you know)
而且他们也不在意你知道什么
It's not 'bout how you feel
和你的感受无关
But what you provide inside that home
而是你为家庭付出的
Don't give up, keep fightin'
不要放弃，持续努力
As a man, our son is our horizon
作为男人，我们的儿子就是我们的地位
And our fathers' actions play a role and we end up like him
我们的父辈的行为在我们生命中扮演了重要的角色而我们终将像他那样结尾
So they can't let us see them hurt
所以他们不能让我们看见他受伤
'Cause they'll embody what we do and start a generational curse
我们的所作所为在他身上体现并且形成一个世代诅咒
No wonder most men are so depressed
难怪大多数的男人很沮丧
All the things that they can't express
他们无法表达的事情
They go to war, get thrown on the shelf
他们去打仗，被束之高阁
Then go back to war with they mental health
然后心理健康地再回去打仗
Then grab that bottle and ask for help
然后拿起瓶子寻求帮助
Try to pull themselves out of hell
试着把自己拽出地狱
Then fall back down and then realize
然后会跌倒，然后意识到
That they gon' have to do it themselves
必须亲力亲为
It's the circle of life, as a man, you provide
这是生命的循环，作为男人，你付出
They don't know what you're worth 'til the day that you die
直到你死的那天他们才知道你的价值
And that's when they start cryin'
那时她们开始哭泣
Then move on to a man to confide in
然后找一个可以倾诉的男人
That's why we feel
这就是我们感受的原因
We can't hide ourselves
我们不能隐藏自己
We don't expect you to understand
我们不期望你能理解
We just hope we can explain
我们只希望我们能解释
What it's like to be a man (What it's like to be a man)
做一个男人是什么感觉
It's a lonely road (It's a lonely road)
那是一条孤独的路
And you don't care 'bout what we know (Care 'bout what we know)
而且他们也不在意我们知道什么
It's not 'bout how we feel
和我们的感受无关
But what we provide inside that home (Inside that home)
而是我们为家庭付出的
That home
那个家
It's not 'bout how we feel
和我们的感受无关
But what we provide inside that home (Inside that home)
而是我们为家庭付出的
加油呀，找到之前的激情，寻找生活的乐趣～